Zombie planning

CRAP. I forgot
Hi 10m.

So last week I saw part of a comedy zombie movie with my cousin.. It wasn't supposed to be scary but funny and it was during broad daylight, not scary right. Right (you probably expected a caps lock WRONG there but it wasn't. so why am I writing about it?). But there was this one scene when this super hot girl was talking about how a scary homeless guy was chasing her and trying to bite her (zombie. but she didn't know that) and she fell asleep on the protagonists (a nerdy guy *who was ecstatic at this point because of his luck*) so they fall asleep, then when he wakes up, SHES A ZOMBIE
And it’s terrifying because it just happened. Everything was ok, then it wasn't. Having a fear of the world you trust not being trustworthy is an annoyingly common fear, and to be honest, I’m really confused about why this is scaring me so much. I always thought that I was the type of person who enjoyed the unexpected. But maybe I only like change when I can control what’s changing. That bothers me because when you have a plan, one that goes well, the only thing that can happen is what is planned. When you don't think about things so hard or plan to closely the unexpected and amazing things that you never would have found on your own happen and its awesome because not only do you end up finding something out about yourself that you never could have found on your own, but because you didn't plan it makes it seem so much better. For example, I never PLANED becoming a huge nerd. The plan was to watch the vlogbrothers videos because they were funny, that was it. And now look at me. My planes should go wrong more, but they don't because I think about them too much. I love thinking about things and discovering everything about anything I can, but sometimes I wonder what would happen if I stopped planning everything out in such a way that nothing is allowed to go wrong, and just did things.